How much longer can I keep staying strong? Lately every single day has brought nothing but problems. Today I just found out we can't get electric in any one's name here unless we have $105 deposit. Don't have it. We only have 2 weeks more to stay here and that will be in the dark!
Last month I bought a 1995 car because my other car died. I delivery the newspaper here in Cleveland part time so I had to buy quickly. Right now the car sits at a friends waiting for me to get it repaired. Amount needed...$230. I don't have it, nor will I because I need the car to delivery the papers.
At the end of the month my son, his girlfriend and I will have to split up and move in with someone else.
David lost his job. The rent is due along with the car insurance. Guess what? Don't have it.
Yes, more and more I think about drinking and yes, I keep getting weaker but so far I stay sober only by the grace of God. I write all this because somehow it helps to keep me sober. Maybe it's every one's responses and their support. Thank you everyone who keeps reading this and keep leaving your comments. Who knows, maybe somehow this will help someone else and if so then maybe its worth it. (maybe lol).
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